There will be times in your life were everything you believe in is tested. when what you and i say, do, feel..is all put into question.. There are people in your life that you love and care about that will vanish in the blink of an eye..and you can't help but wonder why they had to disappear... people will say it was there time to go...but to vanish in your 20's, to dispear when your still a child, to wither in teens... it's not fair. To die in your 20's... to die when your child.. to be told you have
cancer when your a teen..is not fair... no matter how you look at it.. you can't help but feel it wasn't there time to go... to drown..to be hit by a car...to have a tumor..to have
cancer...... it was not there time to go.. when your brother and sister are by your side in tears and all you can do is try to be strong for them.. you can't help but feel like this is all wrong...he was just here...they were just here..they are my family..and i love them.. i miss them.. i dream about them ..and pray for them...there are times in your life were everything in you believe in is tested..were everything you think, do and feel is compromised.. when it feels like the world is testing you seeing how far you bend before you break..you stay strong..for the crying mothers...for the heart broken fathers and for
the brothers and sisters who are still to young to feel this unimaginable pain.... you stay strong. to all those people who lost someone they love i want you to know that i love you. i feel for you.. and i stay strong for you.